Archive for March, 2010
The Neurobiology of Our Wellness: Discussing Healing From Trauma for Sexual Assault Awareness Month

— Santiago Ramon y Cajal
Santiago Ramon y Cajal was a nobel laureate and one of the greatest neurobiologists in history. His assertion above has been proved more and more true as time has gone on and more elaborate science has been able to affirm the brain’s ability to change. REMEMBER one of my favorite words for 2010 NEUROPLASTICITY? I have been, as a trauma therapist, trauma survivor, and passionate advocate for people’s ability to find healing out of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, more invigorated by the day with the overwhelming new science proving that my experience and beliefs are more than just hypothesis in the mist.
I went to a lecture last Friday on “Neurobiology & Trauma” presented by the highly esteemed and eloquent Dr. Amanda Evans of Florida Gulf Coast University (and President of Florida’s National Association of Social Work). I love a good neurobiology and trauma lecture as much as the next person–well, ok I guess I love it probably more than MOST of the people next to me–but I never know what to expect and get nervous for a 101 type generalist discussion. I was blown away by Dr. Evans workshop–she affirmed all of what I have already learned and threw her own vantage point into the mix in a refreshing way.
One of the things she stressed, and I loved her description (I will paraphrase), was the difference between a traumatic experience, trauma survivor, and a person living with Post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). I loved that she made this distinction because as a trauma therapist in a small field with this focus–most mental health professionals don’t specialize in this area–I have found there are so many perpetuated myths and misconceptions about PTSD that often get passed on as truths to clients and other professionals. Some of the greatest myths I have heard perpetuated by other mental health professionals (well-intentioned but can be so damaging for clients and the perceptions of PTSD as a whole) are:
- PTSD is a terminal diagnosis–You will have it forever.
- PTSD is incurable, un-healable and can only be moderated with medication.
- PTSD exists if you have even one or two of the symptoms and even if they go away if they return (even one symptom) then it means you have had it all along.
- PTSD happens to anyone who has experienced trauma–if something traumatic happened you have PTSD.
- PTSD is treated with talk therapy and medication–there are no other treatment approaches that do any good.
- …I know there are more but these are the biggest.
Dr. Evans, in her eloquence, stated: (paraphrased)
Again, this is my paraphrasing of her words but the gist is what she stated. It is always exciting for me to hear another professional, especially a well-versed specialist in the area of trauma, neurobiology, and diagnosis, describe what I know to be true as well. Our brains can change. The very nature of our own capacity for survival–mind,body, and spirit–that help us to SURVIVE are what can entrench that survival instinct and create a disordered response to the world–one that is all survival mode all the time. This entrenched way of being that becomes a disordered response to the world in all aspects (mind,body, and spirit) are PTSD. We can chip away at those responses and CHANGE our brain with the same resilience and survival capacity that brought us into a PTSD state in the first place. The brain and our humanity are complex but also simple–we survive and hopefully through work we can do more than that and begin to THRIVE. This is true for trauma survivors and everyone overcoming difficulties in life.
This also relates so much to MIND, BODY, and SPIRIT WELLNESS in that it gives hope and the potential for hope and change in ourselves and our lives grounding in reality and science! Whether you are dealing with traumatic issues, stress, anxiety, or any emotionally distressing experience you can know that there is hope in our world and in our own BRAINS for CHANGE. Neuroscientists are saying it, therapists are saying it, and the illusions and myths are being dispelled to make way for the truths of hard science and soft science. I have known my own truth in my life, PTSD, and recovery journey in a visceral way…these new facts only help me to depict this truth concretely for others and be able to be an instiller of hope in my clients lives rather than handing out terminal diagnosis of disorder with no end.
APRIL is the beginning of Sexual Assault Awareness month and in the honor of that I wanted to discuss the exciting world of hope in recovery and healing from traumatic experience. I hope more people can believe in themselves, their brains, their spirits, their bodies and the ability to find healing from a variety of sources! I discovered yoga as an avenue to my own wellness and found, through neurobiology and the roots of trauma and trouble with speech in trauma, that movement can often be a great outlet for emotional pain when talk cannot. I hope everyone, trauma survivor, and just those surviving their own issues of life, takes the time to search for their own avenues to wellness! What do you love? What brings you comfort? Start there and reach out for professional help if you need it–there are ways to healing and there are people who can help!
All my thoughts and blessings to those suffering from emotional pains today and every day.
CHECK OUT PRANA EQUUS–My Newly Developed Program!
NOW ADDED to my WEBSITE at www.embodymentalhealth.com and it’s own BLOG PAGE at http://pranaequus.blogspot.com is my newly launching program called PRANA EQUUS! I am super excited about this as I have been working towards it since I began integrating yoga and creative arts into Equine Facilitated Psychotherapy programming!
I will be working in collaboration with Therapeutic Riding Instructor Maurette Hanson of ANGEL SMILE FARM, LLC. Check out the blog for more information and new posts here and on that blog upcoming!
YAY–exciting things on the horizon!
ALSO: I made the logo myself on my software I have been fiddling around with–thought it was worth a shot to try on a Sunday afternoon
. It may not be the permanent solution to a logo but it encompasses the essence of what I want to convey so it is a beginning! Feel free to weigh in on your thoughts about the look or ideas–I would love to hear! My initial thought was to have the horse breathing colorful (pink, purple,or grey) smoke but I lack the skills for that so perhaps another draft might integrate that piece. Again, let me know your thoughts–on the program, the logo, and my phrase–which, yes, is an equine play on “off the mat” philosophy in a psychotherapy context!
Namaste and hope you all had a great weekend!
The "Crap" That Helps Us Grow: A Little Manure At My Doorstep
“We are all faced with a series of great opportunities brilliantly disguised as impossible situations.”
Charles R Swindoll
Today I went to 6 a.m. morning meditation–yes, I went even though as of Sunday I am a Yoga Teacher NOT a trainee and it is NOT mandatory. My yoga teacher discussed with great enthusiasm the manure that had been delivered in his driveway this week; leaving him plenty of rich and vitamin-dense poops (for lack of a better term) with which to create fertile soil and grow his garden to a lush jungle paradise. It got me thinking about “crap” and growth. Yes, I can find a metaphor anywhere!
This week has been one of the most professionally surreal and personally taxing week of my life in ways I could never have anticipated. I thought, quite mistakenly, that the conclusion of yoga school would leave ample room to breathe, family time, and some reprieve before the next journey. Apparently, God, the universe, and karma thought I needed a slap in the face and a real test of my dedication to my path towards complementary therapies, integrative mental health, and bringing education on the matter wherever I can. I came to a professional crossroads of sorts. I am having one of those life ultimatums that everyone would be propelled to say (and they have been saying), “Looks like someone is sending you a sign.” Hmmm.
Everything happens for a reason? I am still conflicted on this point, but there is something inside of me that tells me what everyone else has been, there is a decision I am being forced to make to follow what I believe in or let it die. I am not willing to let it die. So, I find myself on the precipice of a journey, jump started by life and circumstances, into something unknown, wonderful, and frightening.
With that I reveal the newest addition (upcoming) to my website which will be my “PRIVATE PRACTICE” section with all of the treatment modalities I focus on and the unique, creative, and eclectic approach to finding healing and wellness in issues of trauma and emotional distress in others. I am launching my private practice this month and beginning to work towards what I know to be the path I was intended to be on.
So sometimes we walk out our door to find a pile o’ “crap” has been delivered at our doorstep and realize that much grows in manure–often richer and more lush than it would have in simple dirt. Hence my metaphor-ing on the matter. This week I was given some “crap” and found some inspiration for growth.
I have also been given a blessing far beyond anything I could have imagined. In a moment of flux and uncertainty I found the beauty of being surrounded by caring, self-less souls, who are impassioned about my passion, supportive of my journey and believe strongly in this path I am on. I have been rewarded with the riches of love beyond my imagining; in finding conflict I also found that in my brief time in Florida I have been given so many kindred spirits who are giving me their ears, their resources, their ideas, and their comfort–what more riches could anyone ask for.
So what began as a somewhat traumatic Monday morning has, with time and perspective, become a rich opportunity for growth in even the most stinky of piles. As my yoga teacher stated when I told him of my turn of life events, “How lucky you are! What a blessing! God must really love you!” I am going to try to continue on a path of enthusiasm and optimism and put everything I have into working towards bringing wellness–mind, body, and spirit–to as large a community of persons as possible!
CHECK OUT MY NEW PROFILE ON THE PSYCHOLOGY TODAY WEBSITE!
Om & Blessings!




